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Empowered Healing: Debunking Myths About Mental Illness, Trauma and Justice

"A lie has no legs" — Stigma and misconceptions about mental illness may persist, but the truth always prevails. In this article, we uncover the damaging myths linking mental illness and trauma to violence, and explore paths toward justice and healing.

There’s a lot of stigma around mental health disorders. The media often sensationalizes violent acts by labeling the perpetrators as “mentally ill” or “traumatized.” This portrayal is not only misleading but deeply harmful. In reality, people with mental illnesses are far more likely to be victims of violence than perpetrators. They often possess greater empathy due to their own struggles, making this media narrative an unjust misrepresentation—one that perpetuates ableism.

This stigma might be convenient for maintaining the status quo, allowing discriminatory systems to flourish by blaming trauma or mental illness for violent acts, while ignoring the systemic issues that breed these problems. For example, domestic terrorists and mass shooters are often painted as “lone wolves” with mental disturbances, rather than confronting the patterns of privilege and hate motivating their actions. This article will debunk these misconceptions by exploring the differences between mental health disorders and criminal behavior, the role of psychopathy in criminal profiling, and how restorative justice offers a truly effective solution to crime. This is because restorative justice, just like criminal profiling efforts, are not intended to explain away or sympathize violence but to put an end to violence, breaking the cycle that our prison system often exacerbates.

Understanding Psychopathy, Sociopathy, and ASPD

Mental illness and violence are often linked unfairly in the justice system due to confusion around what constitutes a mental disorder. Psychopathy, often used to describe violent offenders, is not a mental illness but a set of behavioral traits used in criminal profiling. These traits—superficial charm, lack of empathy, manipulativeness—help law enforcement understand and predict the behavior of violent offenders in order to stop them. These traits are not rooted in trauma nor do they explain, or justify, the perpetrator’s behavior.

Sociopathy and Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD) are also misinterpreted. ASPD is a diagnosable mental disorder recognized in the DSM-5, characterized by a persistent disregard for the rights of others, impulsivity, and tendencies toward deceitful or illegal behaviors. Even then, the majority of individuals with ASPD are not violent. Sociopathy, although not an official diagnosis, is frequently used interchangeably with ASPD. However, sociopathy is thought to involve more erratic, less calculated behavior than psychopathy. It is important to understand that neither sociopathy nor ASPD is caused by trauma, and most individuals with these conditions do not engage in violent behavior. There is a major difference between being a flawed individual that makes bad choices that cause others pain, and being a toxic individual that maliciously causes trauma.

The Harmful Effects of Stigma

It’s vital to understand that trauma and mental illness are not the causes of criminal behavior. Misinformation creates damaging stereotypes that often prevent people with mental illness from getting the help they need, and instead allow them to be funneled into the prison system. It is far too often that people who have experienced trauma, especially those that are people of color, are arrested unjustly and end up in the system.

This is a system that increases crime, as it functions like a revolving door. It sweeps up disenfranchised, often nonviolent individuals, putting them into environments where violence becomes a means of survival. Large corporations profit off their free labor, while individuals who need support are exposed to dangerous influences, including hardened criminals and people with psychopathic tendencies. These individuals perpetuate cycles of violence within prisons, grooming nonviolent prisoners to do the same. When they’re released, they will have a criminal record and be shut out from most opportunities. The parole system often sets them up to fail, sending them right back into the system. This environment only worsens crime, turning those who were once harmless into desperate people who must survive by any means necessary.

The Role of Restorative Justice

Restorative justice, on the other hand, breaks the cycle of violence. Contrary to misconceptions, restorative justice isn’t about letting offenders off easy—it’s about healing and accountability. It empowers survivors by giving them back a sense of control and ensuring offenders face up to the damage they’ve caused. The focus is on repairing relationships, restoring what was lost, and making amends, not through punishment alone, but through meaningful action. Offenders are required to contribute to healing and transformation, and this active participation in the process leads to real reform. It’s a path forward that not only repairs the harm done but also gives offenders a chance to rebuild their identities and social ties, reducing future harm.

This kind of justice is not about excusing or diminishing consequences—it’s about ensuring those consequences lead to something positive: a decrease in crime, a healing of wounds, and a society where we truly hold each other accountable in ways that foster growth and restoration. In this way, restorative justice reduces violence, brings peace to survivors, and creates safer communities for all of us. Survivors of crime deserve this level of justice and restoration.

Empowering Yourself in the Face of Misrepresentation

Restorative justice provides a framework not only for addressing crime but also for challenging how we think about accountability, healing, and community safety. Just as it rejects the notion that putting people in cages can solve violence, we must reject the harmful myths that mental illness and trauma are inherently tied to criminal behavior. While a perpetrator of violence may have experienced trauma, committing acts of violence is always a personal choice. These choices largely affect those most vulnerable, including those with mental illnesses.

If you live with mental illness, you deserve empathy, not judgment. Just as effective solutions to crime come from focusing on healing and reform rather than perpetuating cycles of violence. Your experiences add depth to your perspective, and while mental illness can present challenges, it also grants you incredible strengths—such as the heightened awareness and quick thinking many people with anxiety experience. Never let society’s ignorance define you. Anyone who tries to associate your struggles with criminality or worthlessness is both uninformed and undeserving of a say in how you see yourself.

For those who’ve endured trauma at the hands of toxic individuals, it’s easy to spiral into questions of “Why me?” while trying to make sense of someone else’s harmful actions. Scientists are still not in agreement about what leads to malicious, psychopathic behavior. Sometimes, there’s no explanation—people do bad things, and harmful systems exist. But these things do not define you. You are the main character of your story. If someone made you feel small, it was a reflection of their insecurity, not your value. They were just a chapter, maybe just a sentence in your story, but you? You are everything.

As Alan Watts beautifully said, “Happiness was always about listening to your heart and following it wherever it chose to go. […] Happiness was always about being kinder to yourself and embracing the person you’re becoming. […] True happiness comes from within, and no external factors can define it. It was always about you.”

Be kind to yourself!

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Why Small Inconveniences Feel So Overwhelming (And What We Can Do About It)

Overwhelmed by the little things: when everyday tasks feel like too much to handle.

Have you ever found yourself inexplicably upset over something as simple as a slow internet connection or having to send an email to fix a billing mistake? Maybe you put off opening your mail because you dread seeing something stressful, or you avoid errands because even minor obstacles feel too much to bear. You’re not alone.

For many, small inconveniences can trigger big reactions—frustration, exhaustion, or outright avoidance. What’s more, these reactions don’t just make everyday life harder; they can snowball into larger problems when avoidance leads to missed deadlines, unaddressed issues, or unspoken needs. If this sounds familiar, you might wonder: why do small things feel so overwhelming? And more importantly, how can we handle them?

Why Minor Stressors Can Feel So Big

The answer often lies in how our brains and bodies process stress, especially if we’ve experienced trauma or chronic stress in the past. Over time, unresolved trauma can make our nervous systems hyper-sensitive to disruptions, even small ones. This is sometimes called trauma sensitivity—a heightened reactivity to stress because our minds perceive even minor problems as threats.

Think of your stress tolerance as a bucket. For some people, their bucket is sturdy and rarely overflows. But if you’ve experienced trauma, burnout, or ongoing stress, your bucket might already be nearly full. A small drop—like needing to make an awkward phone call—can spill the whole thing.

This dynamic isn’t just personal. Scholars like bell hooks remind us that societal systems—like capitalism, racism, and sexism—add extra weight to our emotional burdens. A system that values efficiency over well-being makes even minor disruptions harder to bear.

The Trap of Avoidance

To cope with overwhelming feelings, it’s natural to avoid stressors altogether. You might think, If I just don’t open that email, I won’t have to feel bad. But avoidance often worsens the problem. Bills pile up, emails go unanswered, and dread grows. Avoidance can turn minor issues into major headaches, creating a vicious cycle.

Yet, avoidance isn’t about laziness or lack of discipline—it’s a protective mechanism. Recognizing this is the first step to breaking free.

How to Reclaim Your Peace: Practical Tips for Managing Stress

The good news is that you can learn to navigate these feelings. The goal isn’t to force yourself into productivity but to find ways to care for yourself while addressing what feels overwhelming. Here are some accessible strategies, with real-life examples to help you apply them.

1. Start Small and Break Tasks Down

When faced with a daunting task, try breaking it into the smallest possible steps. Instead of “read all my mail,” commit to opening just one envelope. Once you start, momentum often builds.

Example:
If you’ve been avoiding your mailbox, tell yourself, “I’ll open one letter today.” Tomorrow, you can do the same. Slowly, you’ll make progress without feeling overwhelmed.

2. Practice Self-Compassion

It’s easy to beat yourself up for struggling with “simple” tasks. But self-criticism only deepens avoidance. Instead, remind yourself that these reactions are normal, especially if you’ve faced trauma or chronic stress.

Example:
Instead of thinking, I’m so lazy for not responding to that email, try, I’m feeling overwhelmed, but I’m doing my best. Taking one step is enough.

3. Use the Two-Minute Rule

If a task takes less than two minutes to complete, try doing it immediately. This can help you clear small stressors off your plate before they pile up.

Example:
When you notice an email about a refund, instead of saying, “I’ll deal with it later,” open it and reply right away. Setting a timer for two minutes can help you stay focused.

4. Build a Supportive Routine

Routines can reduce decision fatigue and make tasks feel more manageable. Try setting aside a specific time each week for things you tend to avoid, like checking mail or making phone calls.

Example:
Schedule 20 minutes every Sunday to handle life admin. Pair it with something comforting, like your favorite tea or music, to make the process less stressful.

5. Share the Load Through Community Care

You don’t have to tackle everything alone. Lean on trusted friends, family, or community members for support. Sometimes, simply sharing your struggles can lighten the load.

Example:
If you’re overwhelmed by errands, ask a friend to come along or help you strategize. You can also swap tasks with a neighbor or family member—perhaps you’ll help them with something they find difficult in return.

6. Reframe Your Mindset

Instead of viewing minor inconveniences as obstacles, try to see them as opportunities to practice resilience. This doesn’t mean dismissing your feelings—it’s about gently shifting your perspective.

Example:
When your internet goes out, instead of spiraling into frustration, remind yourself: This is frustrating, but I can use this time to stretch or journal until it’s fixed.

7. Try Grounding Techniques to Reset Your Mindset

When stress feels overwhelming, grounding techniques can help calm your nervous system and bring you back to the present moment. These methods are often used in trauma-informed therapies, but they’re easy to practice on your own.

Example:
Use the 5-4-3-2-1 technique:

  • Notice 5 things you can see around you.
  • Touch 4 things (e.g., the texture of your shirt or the chair you’re sitting on).
  • Listen for 3 sounds.
  • Identify 2 things you can smell or wish you could smell.
  • Think of 1 thing you can taste or imagine tasting.

This simple exercise can help reduce the intensity of your feelings, making it easier to face a challenging task or situation.

Taking It One Step at a Time

Remember, feeling overwhelmed by small things isn’t a sign of weakness—it’s a sign that your stress system is working overtime, likely for good reasons. Healing takes time, and the goal isn’t perfection. Even small steps, like opening one letter or making one phone call, can make a difference.

By combining self-care with community care and seeking support when needed, you can reclaim peace and power in your daily life. You are not alone, and your struggles are valid. One step at a time, you can learn to manage life’s little challenges with greater ease.

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Old Soul or Burnt Out? Navigating the Pressures of Growing Up Too Soon

Childhood on pause: When responsibility takes the place of play.

Introduction: Have you ever been called an “old soul,” not because of your taste in music or movies, but because you’ve been worrying about adult problems since you were a kid? You’re not alone. Many of us who feel like we’ve lived a thousand lives by 25 have one thing in common: we were forced to grow up long before we were ready. And while people might think it’s wisdom beyond your years, you’re left feeling exhausted—like you’ve been in survival mode forever.

But what is this feeling really? And how do we move past the constant pressure to improve our lives when we’ve been grinding away at it for what feels like forever? It turns out, this experience has a name. Actually, several names—terms like “parentification,” “adultification,” and “chronic survival mode” all describe the emotional and mental toll of growing up too fast. Let’s break these down and, more importantly, talk about how to overcome the burnout that comes with them.

1. Parentification: When the Child Becomes the Caregiver At its core, parentification happens when a child is forced to act as a parent—whether by emotionally supporting the adults in their life or by taking on practical responsibilities beyond their years. Maybe you had to manage your own meals, help care for siblings, or even emotionally comfort a parent when they were struggling. While you may have learned responsibility early, the toll is high. Parentified children often grow up feeling like they always have to be the “strong one” and carry the weight of their world on their shoulders.

How to Manage It:

  • Recognize your boundaries. As an adult, it’s crucial to unlearn the idea that you always need to be in control or responsible for others. Start practicing saying “no” to responsibilities that aren’t yours.
  • Allow yourself to be cared for. Whether it’s in a relationship or a friendship, challenge yourself to accept help when it’s offered, and remind yourself that you don’t always need to be the caregiver.
  • Example in real life: If you’re used to handling everything for family gatherings, try delegating tasks. Let someone else bring food or organize the event, even if you’re tempted to do it all yourself. Trust that others can step up, and that it’s okay to release control.

2. Adultification: The Burden of Premature Worries Adultification is a little different from parentification. While you may not have been acting as a parent, adultification refers to the emotional burden of worrying about adult problems too soon. This could mean handling financial stress, worrying about family stability, or even just being aware of the world’s harsh realities when other kids were playing. Adultified children often lose their sense of innocence early, and that leaves a mark. The constant need to think about how to “fix” things creates a pressure that doesn’t go away easily, even into adulthood.

How to Manage It:

  • Practice mindfulness and presence. Adultified people are often so focused on the future (fixing things, improving, surviving) that they struggle to stay in the present. Grounding techniques, like meditation or simple breathing exercises, can help shift your mind from the future back into the moment.
  • Allow yourself to play. Reconnect with hobbies or activities that are purely for joy, without any sense of responsibility attached to them. Let yourself experience fun or relaxation without feeling guilty or thinking you should be doing something “productive.”
  • Example in real life: Try spending an afternoon doing something purely for fun—like going to an amusement park, drawing, or listening to music—without making a to-do list in your mind. If your thoughts drift to responsibilities, gently remind yourself that this is your time to just enjoy life, not to fix things.

3. Survival Mode: Living as Though There’s Always a Threat When you’ve had to worry about survival for most of your life, that stress can stick with you, even when the actual threat is gone. Chronic survival mode is the sense that you’re always bracing for the next disaster, always feeling like you have to improve yourself to stay safe. The problem is, staying in survival mode for too long exhausts your body and mind. It’s no wonder you feel burned out—being in survival mode uses up all your energy, leaving little for anything else.

How to Manage It:

  • Create small moments of safety. If you’ve been in survival mode for years, it can be hard to convince yourself that you’re safe now. Start by intentionally creating environments that feel secure—a cozy corner in your home, a trusted friend who listens without judgment, or even a relaxing routine at the end of the day. The more you build safety into your life, the more you can slowly release the grip of survival mode.
  • Reframe your goals. Instead of feeling like you always need to be better, faster, or more successful to survive, try reframing your goals around growth and fulfillment. Focus on things that make you happy, not just things that keep you safe. This can be a powerful way to transition out of a survival mindset and into one of thriving.
  • Example in real life: If you’re constantly worrying about finances even though you’re managing your bills fine, set aside a small amount of money each month specifically for something that brings you joy—whether it’s a favorite hobby, a nice dinner, or a trip. Remind yourself that this is a reward for your hard work and that you deserve moments of joy, not just survival.

4. Burnout from an “Old Soul” Life All of these pressures—the caregiving, the worries, the need to survive—add up to one thing: burnout. It’s a unique kind of burnout, though, one that feels like it’s been with you forever. People might comment on how “mature” you are or how you “worry about things most people your age don’t think about.” But that’s not a badge of honor; it’s a sign that you’ve been carrying too much for too long.

How to Manage It:

  • Slow down. It’s okay to stop improving yourself all the time. Rest isn’t just a reward for hard work; it’s a necessity. Build in time to do nothing, to simply exist without the pressure of becoming “better” all the time.
  • Embrace self-compassion. The child who was forced to grow up too soon didn’t deserve that weight. Acknowledge that younger version of yourself and honor their strength, but also allow yourself to rest now. Self-compassion means recognizing that you don’t have to carry the weight of the world anymore, and it’s okay to let go of that burden.
  • Example in real life: If you’ve been pushing yourself to achieve nonstop, take a full weekend to rest—no goals, no self-improvement. Let yourself sleep in, watch movies, and take walks without thinking about productivity. Remind yourself that rest is necessary, not something to “earn” after burning out.

Conclusion: If you’ve ever felt like an old soul because you’ve been battling adult problems since before you were even close to adulthood, you’re not alone. Terms like parentification, adultification, and chronic survival mode capture the reality of growing up too soon. But you don’t have to stay in that space forever. By recognizing these patterns and taking steps to manage them, you can move from survival to thriving.

The next time someone calls you an old soul, let it remind you of how much you’ve overcome—but also of how much you deserve rest, joy, and peace. You’ve carried the weight for long enough; now it’s time to set it down and live.

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The Unseen Pull: How Trauma and Empathy Can Attract Toxicity—And How to Stop It

Caught between light and shadow: The journey from trauma to healing often feels like standing on the edge of two worlds—where hope meets past hurt.

Do you ever feel like, no matter what you do, trouble keeps finding you? It’s as if you’re minding your own business, trying to avoid drama, but somehow, toxic people or situations seem to gravitate toward you anyway. If this sounds all too familiar, you’re not alone—and more importantly, it’s not your fault. In many cases, this frustrating pattern is a result of two powerful forces working together: trauma and empathy. When these collide, they can unintentionally pull you into negativity, even when you’re doing your best to avoid it.

Let’s take a closer look at how this happens, and more importantly, how you can turn the tide.

Trauma and the Familiarity of Toxicity

For anyone who has experienced trauma—whether it was emotional abuse, neglect, or another painful experience—something strange happens. Toxicity can start to feel normal. It’s not because you want it to be. It’s just that, over time, your brain begins to associate harmful behavior with familiarity. You may not even realize it, but when toxic situations arise, part of you may unconsciously recognize it as something you’ve dealt with before. And when your brain knows something, it’s more likely to repeat it.

It’s not that you’re seeking out negativity; it’s more that your trauma has wired your brain to expect it. You might find yourself stuck in the same types of relationships or situations over and over again, even as you try your hardest to avoid them.

What’s even more challenging is that unresolved trauma can make it harder to spot red flags. When you’ve been conditioned to accept bad treatment in the past, you might second-guess yourself, wondering, Is this really that bad? You might even start to believe that you’re the problem.

But let me tell you—you’re not the problem. You’re navigating through a complex web of past wounds, and it’s possible to heal from that.

Empathy: A Gift and a Challenge

Empathy is one of those qualities we often celebrate—being able to deeply understand and feel what others are going through is a powerful thing. But for those of us who are highly empathetic, it can also be a bit of a double-edged sword. You see, empaths naturally pick up on the emotions and energies of people around them. While this sensitivity makes you deeply compassionate, it also means you might feel responsible for helping others, even when it drains you.

Toxic people tend to pick up on that. They’re drawn to empaths because they know you’ll offer kindness and support, even if it costs you your own well-being. This can make setting boundaries really tough. It’s hard to walk away from someone when you can feel their pain, even if it’s clear they’re not treating you well.

Empathy is a gift, but without boundaries, it can become exhausting. If you’re constantly picking up other people’s emotional baggage, it leaves little room for your own emotional well-being. And that can make you more vulnerable to being drawn into toxic situations.

Trauma and Empathy: The Perfect Storm

Now, when trauma and empathy intersect, it creates a particularly challenging dynamic. Many trauma survivors develop heightened empathy because, in the past, they had to be. They needed to learn how to sense the moods of an abusive parent, an unstable environment, or a volatile relationship just to survive.

That heightened empathy, which once served as a survival tool, doesn’t just go away. Instead, it can carry into adulthood, leaving you hyper-aware of the emotions and needs of others. On the surface, this might sound like a good thing—after all, who doesn’t want to be more empathetic? But when empathy is paired with unresolved trauma, it becomes a bit more complicated.

Here’s the thing: When you’re both empathetic and a trauma survivor, you might find yourself drawn to relationships where you can “fix” the other person. You might believe that your empathy and care can help heal their wounds. Unfortunately, this often leads to situations where you’re giving and giving, but the other person isn’t giving back. Worse, they might even take advantage of your kindness.

It’s easy to end up in relationships where you feel like it’s your job to heal someone else, even when they’re causing you harm. And because trauma survivors often question their own judgment, you might stick around longer than you should, thinking, If I just try harder, things will get better.

But let me stop you right there: It’s not your job to fix someone else. You deserve relationships where your empathy is valued, not exploited.

When Toxicity Feels Like the Norm

For many people with trauma, toxicity becomes the norm. If you’re used to chaos or dysfunction, healthy relationships can feel strange—maybe even uncomfortable. Sometimes, we end up excusing or ignoring harmful behavior because it’s what we’ve always known.

You might think, I must be doing something wrong. Why does this keep happening to me? But let me be clear: It’s not about what you’re doing. It’s about what your past has taught you to expect.

The good news? You can absolutely break free from this cycle. It starts with recognizing that these patterns aren’t your fault—and that you have the power to change them.

Breaking the Cycle: How to Protect Yourself

If this is sounding a little too familiar, don’t worry. You’re not stuck in this pattern forever. Here’s how you can start to protect yourself and move toward healthier relationships:

  1. Recognize Your Patterns: The first step is understanding how your trauma and empathy may be playing a role in your current relationships. Once you see the pattern, you can start to change it.
  2. Learn to Set Boundaries: Setting boundaries can be tough, especially if you’re used to prioritizing other people’s needs over your own. But boundaries are essential in protecting your emotional energy. It’s okay to say “no” and protect your peace.
  3. Surround Yourself with Supportive People: Healthy relationships are out there! Seek out people who respect your boundaries and support your healing. The more you surround yourself with people who uplift you, the easier it becomes to recognize toxicity when it arises.
  4. Heal from Within: Healing from trauma takes time, and it’s important to be patient with yourself. Therapy, self-care, and personal growth are key to moving forward. As you heal, you’ll start to trust your instincts more and feel stronger in setting limits with others.
  5. Trust Your Gut: You have a powerful inner voice that knows when something doesn’t feel right. Trust that. Don’t let your empathy or your past experiences silence that intuition. If something feels off, it probably is.

A New Chapter of Empowerment

It’s easy to feel like trouble is something you can’t escape, but that’s not your destiny. Yes, trauma and empathy can make you more vulnerable to toxic situations—but they also give you the tools to rise above them. By recognizing how your past has shaped your present, you can take back your power and create the life and relationships you deserve.

You’re not here to fix everyone else. You’re here to live your life, surrounded by people who value and cherish the beautiful, empathetic soul that you are. So, let’s break the cycle together. You’re stronger than you know—and you absolutely have the power to thrive.

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Reclaiming Your Gold: How to Overcome the Trauma of Being Used and Dismissed

Nurturing the Light Within: Rediscovering Your Worth in a World That Tried to Dim It

Have you ever felt like people around you saw your worth but refused to give you anything in return? They rely on you, use your talents, your time, your kindness—and then when you need even the smallest support, they vanish. It’s a strange and painful kind of rejection, one that can leave you feeling depleted and questioning your value.

But here’s the thing: Your worth was never tied to how others treat you. You are valuable, full stop. And even when the world tries to make you forget that, you have the power to reclaim your joy, your energy, and your confidence. That’s your “gold”—the part of you that shines regardless of what others think or do. If you’ve lost it, this is your reminder that it’s still there, waiting for you to rediscover it.

I’ve been there myself. I lost my joy for life after being used, dismissed, and demeaned by people I thought I could trust. I went from singing in hallways, making music, and dreaming of a bright future to feeling like my world was falling apart. But I fought to reclaim my sense of self, and along the way, I learned some powerful strategies that helped me rebuild my confidence, protect my energy, and thrive again.

Let’s dive into these strategies—along with practical examples—so you, too, can reclaim your gold and move forward with strength and purpose.

1. Rebuild Your Sense of Self-Value

When you’re constantly used by others, it’s easy to forget your own worth. But your value isn’t about how much you do for people—it’s about who you are. Reclaiming your gold starts with rediscovering your passions and reminding yourself that your joy matters.

Example: Think about something you used to love but set aside—whether it’s writing, playing an instrument, or hiking. Take a small step toward it today, even if it’s just doodling on a piece of paper or spending ten minutes on a hobby. These moments will help you reconnect with yourself and remember that your happiness is just as important as anyone else’s.

2. Set Clear Boundaries

Setting boundaries is essential to protect your time and energy from people who only want to take. You can be compassionate without giving everything away. Boundaries let you decide when and how you give, without feeling drained or resentful.

Example: If a friend or family member is always asking for help but never offers support in return, practice saying, “I can’t help this time—I need to focus on my own needs.” At work, if a colleague constantly shifts their responsibilities onto you, try saying, “I can’t take that on today, but here’s how we can handle it together.”

3. Advocate for Yourself: Speak Up with Confidence

One of the most empowering things you can do is to speak up for yourself, even when it’s uncomfortable. When you’ve been devalued for too long, it’s easy to stay silent to avoid conflict. But your voice matters, and advocating for your needs is a way to reclaim your power.

Example: The next time someone disrespects you or tries to diminish your contributions, calmly but confidently state your position. For instance, at work, you might say, “I believe my input on this project is valuable, and I’d like to contribute more.” In a personal setting, you could tell a family member, “I’ve done a lot to support you, but I need to focus on my own well-being now.”

4. Emotionally Detach from Negativity

It’s tough when people project their insecurities onto you, but remember: their negativity is about them, not you. Learning to emotionally detach means you don’t have to internalize every unkind word or action that comes your way.

Example: If a coworker makes an offhand remark about your work, or a family member criticizes a decision you’ve made, pause before responding. In that pause, remind yourself, “This is their issue, not mine.” This mental shift allows you to keep your sense of self intact, regardless of what others say.

5. Selective Engagement: Protecting Your Energy

You don’t have to give everyone your time or emotional energy. One of the best ways to preserve your mental health is by engaging only with people and situations that align with your values and well-being.

Example: If a colleague or friend tends to drain your energy with negativity or endless requests, decide when and how to interact. Limit conversations to necessary work matters, or politely excuse yourself from unnecessary drama. You’ll be surprised how much lighter you feel when you stop overextending yourself.

6. Strengthen Your Support System

While toxic people drain us, positive relationships can help restore and strengthen us. Finding people who see you for who you truly are can be transformative. Surround yourself with those who lift you up and celebrate your successes.

Example: If you’ve been isolated, try reconnecting with a friend or seeking out new communities where your energy is appreciated. Whether it’s an online group, a local class, or reconnecting with a trusted old friend, having a support system reminds you that you deserve to be valued.

Reclaiming your gold is about recognizing that your worth is inherent—and no one has the right to take that from you. It’s about standing firm in your value, setting boundaries that protect your energy, and surrounding yourself with people who see you, not just for what you can give, but for who you are. With the right strategies in place, you can start to heal from the trauma of being used and dismissed—and find joy, confidence, and peace once again.

Your gold is still there. And it’s time to let it shine.

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Resisting the Pull: How Boundaries and Empowerment Counter Systemic Oppression

A New Dawn: Reclaiming our Power—One Boundary at a Time

Do you ever feel like trouble is drawn to you, even when you’ve done nothing to invite it? For so many of us, especially those who face systemic oppression, it can feel like the weight of the world is pressing down, constantly reminding us of all the ways we’re expected to fail. Society tells us, in subtle and not-so-subtle ways, that we are less deserving, less capable, and that our struggles are our fault. But while oppression is very real, it doesn’t have to define our lives. Many of us live fulfilled lives, not because the system isn’t oppressive, but because we refuse to internalize those harmful messages. We’ve learned to set boundaries, assert our worth, and reject the learned helplessness that these systems try to instill in us.

This isn’t to say that personal empowerment alone can dismantle systemic inequality. It takes both individual strength and collective action to create real change. But by standing firm in who we are and what we deserve, we begin the process of not just surviving, but thriving. Let’s explore how we can use boundaries and empowerment to resist oppression and, together, create transformative change.

1. Acknowledging Structural Inequality: The Roots of Oppression

Let’s start by acknowledging the reality many of us face. Structural inequality—whether it’s based on race, gender, class, or other factors—is designed to keep power in the hands of a few. It reinforces the idea that people like us should just accept our place at the bottom, internalizing the belief that our struggles are our fault. This learned helplessness tells us that no matter what we do, things won’t change, so why bother trying?

But recognizing this for what it is—a tactic of oppression—is a powerful first step. We are not broken, and our hardships aren’t because we deserve them. These systems were created to maintain control, not to reflect our inherent worth. And when we begin to see that, we can start setting boundaries and saying, “No, this is not my fault, and I will not accept this treatment.”

2. The Role of Boundaries and Self-Empowerment: Rejecting the Narrative

One of the most important ways we push back is by setting boundaries. Boundaries protect us, reminding ourselves and others that we won’t tolerate mistreatment or internalize negative messages. Self-empowerment comes from recognizing that, yes, oppression exists, but it doesn’t get to tell us who we are or how we live our lives.

Take the example of Rosa Parks. We know her story as the woman who refused to give up her seat on a segregated bus, sparking the Montgomery Bus Boycott. But what’s so powerful about her story isn’t just the act itself—it’s what it represents. As a Black woman living under Jim Crow laws, Rosa Parks was surrounded by systemic barriers designed to make her feel less worthy. She was constantly told she was a second-class citizen, but she didn’t accept that. When she refused to move, she wasn’t just standing up to one bus driver; she was rejecting the entire system that tried to tell her she wasn’t deserving of respect.

What makes Rosa Parks’ story so compelling is that she knew she deserved better, even in the face of overwhelming oppression. She set a boundary that day, not because she believed the system would instantly change, but because she knew her own worth. And that’s what we do, too. We set boundaries to remind ourselves and others that, no matter what the system says, we deserve better.

3. Collective Resistance and the Power of Community: Transformative Action

But personal empowerment is just one piece of the puzzle. Real change happens when we come together and reject the harmful narratives that systemic oppression pushes on us. When we organize as a community, we remind each other of our shared worth and push back against the systems trying to hold us down.

The civil rights movement is a perfect example of this. Rosa Parks’ act of defiance was just the beginning of the Montgomery Bus Boycott, a yearlong protest that united an entire community in standing up to segregation. It wasn’t just about one person refusing to give up her seat—it was about an entire community coming together to say, “We deserve better, and we won’t accept second-class citizenship.”

This kind of collective action is powerful because it takes our individual strength and amplifies it. When we come together, we create a force that’s much harder for oppressive systems to ignore. And that’s where real transformation happens—not just in the lives of individuals, but in society as a whole.

4. Mindset as a Tool, Not a Cure: Balancing Personal and Collective Efforts

It’s important to remember that having a strong mindset and setting boundaries are powerful tools, but they’re not a cure for oppression. Systemic inequality exists at a structural level, and no amount of personal empowerment will completely dismantle it. However, what we can do is avoid falling into the trap of learned helplessness.

When we set boundaries and refuse to accept harmful narratives, we create space for ourselves to live more fulfilled lives. And when we combine that individual empowerment with collective action, we start to chip away at the systems that oppress us. It’s a balance—taking care of ourselves while also working together to create a better, more just world.

Conclusion: Turning Empowerment into Transformation

Systemic oppression is heavy, but it doesn’t have to define us. When we set boundaries, reject harmful messages, and claim our worth, we begin the process of empowerment. And when we come together as a community to reject the narratives that try to keep us down, we create the possibility for true transformation. Rosa Parks’ legacy reminds us that personal empowerment, when paired with collective action, can change history. And while the fight against structural inequality continues, by standing strong in who we are and what we deserve, we take the first steps toward a more just and fulfilling future—for ourselves, and for everyone.

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Overcoming Hopelessness After Trauma: Focusing on What’s in Your Control

Embracing hope with open hands: a reminder that even in the toughest times, we can nurture the seeds of healing within us.

Life after trauma can feel like an endless loop, especially when you escape one toxic situation only to find yourself in another. It’s a unique struggle—where you’ve done nothing to invite trouble, and yet, it finds you again. Even more disheartening is when the people or systems meant to support you—therapists, doctors, social workers, clergy members, or government officials—end up adding to the pain. This can happen for various reasons beyond your control, whether due to structural inequality, system failures, or a pervasive lack of positivity in certain areas.

As someone who’s been in therapy since middle school, I’ve seen firsthand how the people we turn to for help can sometimes fail us—deeply and repeatedly. I’ve been in rooms where therapists degraded me, talked down to me, and made wild assumptions about my character. They gaslit me about my own experiences, laughed at my trauma, and made me feel smaller every time I left. And for what? What good did it do me to recount those traumatic events with them? I began to feel hopeless—because if even the experts couldn’t help me, where did that leave me?

But here’s the truth: Even when we face such challenges, we have the power to reclaim our journey. In this article, I want to share how I’m learning to make peace with these experiences and, more importantly, how to shift my focus to what’s within my control. I believe deeply in our own capabilities—and I want you to believe in yours, too.

The Challenge of Trusting Systems That Fail Us

It’s tough to describe how disheartening it can be when the very systems or professionals you’re supposed to trust let you down. Therapists, social workers, and doctors are trained to support people, but sometimes they fall short. Sometimes, they even become part of the toxicity we’re trying to escape.

This can happen for many reasons. Structural inequality plays a big role—people from marginalized backgrounds often experience subpar treatment or discrimination, even from supposed “helpers.” Underfunded systems or burned-out professionals also contribute. In some cases, I think it’s just that the world around us hasn’t cultivated the right kind of support we need—especially in certain areas where positivity and empathy seem lacking.

In my case, I could feel my mental health worsening as I encountered therapists who didn’t listen, laughed at my pain, or just flat-out didn’t believe me. I realized that finding someone who could truly help me would be an uphill battle, especially since the most skilled therapists often don’t accept insurance, leaving those who do to fall into patterns of exploitative care. I began to wonder: What’s the point of trusting these systems?

Taking Back Control: Focusing on What You Can Change

So, how do we overcome this hopelessness? How do we rebuild a sense of control when the world around us feels out of our hands? The answer lies in exactly that—focusing on what is in our hands.

I’ve been through it. A lot. And it led me on a constant search for the one—the person or therapist who could help me heal and make everything better. I didn’t believe I could do anything myself, despite all the evidence of my capability. That mindset, that search for external validation and healing, was problematic. Therapy can sometimes amplify that feeling if we come into it believing the therapist has all the answers.

But the truth is, there is no one-size-fits-all approach to healing. Therapists are not all-knowing or all-powerful. They each have their own limited expertise. So, it’s crucial not to put them on a pedestal. It’s up to you to choose someone who’s a good fit and to walk away from those who aren’t. The real healing happens when you recognize your active role in the process. You are fully capable of doing that healing work—even without someone else’s help. You have more power than you realize, and focusing on what you can control is the first step toward taking it back.

Here are a few steps that have helped me regain my power, and I hope they’ll inspire you, too:

1. Set Boundaries with Service Providers

One of the most empowering things you can do is recognize when a service provider is not meeting your needs and walk away. If you feel disrespected, belittled, or gaslit, know that you do not have to stay in that dynamic. It’s okay to stop seeing a therapist, switch doctors, or fire a lawyer if they aren’t respecting your experience.

I know how difficult this can be—especially when it feels like your options are limited—but every time you assert your boundaries, you’re taking a powerful step toward reclaiming your life.

2. Educate Yourself

We live in a time where knowledge is at our fingertips, and that’s a gift. You don’t have to feel completely dependent on gatekeepers like therapists or lawyers anymore. With technology and AI, you can educate yourself on mental health techniques, legal rights, or coping strategies without waiting for someone to tell you what’s possible.

Many therapeutic approaches—like cognitive-behavioral therapy (CBT) or mindfulness—can be learned through self-study. There are countless free resources, apps, and forums where you can build your own toolkit for managing your mental health. The more you educate yourself, the better you’ll be at recognizing when someone in a professional role isn’t living up to what they should be providing.

3. Build Your Own Emotional Toolkit

Creating your own set of tools for managing emotions can be a game-changer. This could mean different things for different people, but for me, it includes journaling, practicing mindfulness, and using art and music as therapeutic outlets. Find what works for you, and build those habits into your daily routine.

Whether it’s meditation, grounding exercises, or something as simple as going for a walk, focusing on tools you can use anytime, anywhere, gives you a sense of agency. It’s a way to remind yourself that no matter what’s happening around you, you have resources within you.

4. Mindset Shifts: From Powerlessness to Empowerment

A big part of overcoming hopelessness is reshaping how you view yourself. Yes, systems fail, people fail, and sometimes, the world feels deeply unfair—but that doesn’t mean you’re powerless.

Start by reframing your thoughts around agency. Instead of saying, “I need this therapist to fix me,” try shifting it to, “I am actively participating in my healing process.” Instead of feeling dependent on outside help, start believing in your capability to grow and heal—on your own terms.

5. Find or Build Community Support

While it’s true that systems can fail us, we can never underestimate the power of community. Whether through peer support groups, online forums, or local organizations, there are always people out there who understand your struggles and want to support your growth.

These communities are often filled with individuals who have faced similar challenges, and they can provide solidarity, encouragement, and practical advice. If you can’t find a group that feels right, consider starting one. You might be surprised by how many people share your experience and are looking for connection.

6. Recognize the Small Wins

Healing doesn’t happen all at once. But it does happen, in small, beautiful ways. Every time you set a boundary, walk away from toxicity, or take care of yourself in a meaningful way, you’re making progress.

When the big victories seem out of reach, celebrate the small ones. Each step toward healing—no matter how small—is a reminder that you’re in control of your journey.

Conclusion: You Are Capable, and You Are Worthy

I want to leave you with this: Even when systems fail, even when people fail, you are not a failure. You are capable, worthy, and equipped to navigate your healing process. I know firsthand how hard it is to overcome hopelessness, but I also know how powerful it is to reclaim your sense of control, step by step.

With knowledge, boundaries, and belief in yourself, you can move forward—even when it feels like the world is against you. And remember, you are not alone in this journey. There are countless others who have faced similar challenges, and by sharing our stories and supporting each other, we become stronger.

Healing is not about fixing everything that’s broken. It’s about discovering the power that’s already within you.

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Reigniting Childhood Optimism: A Path to Overcoming Trauma

Reclaiming Childhood Joy: Finding Optimism in the Playfulness of Life

Do you remember the unshakable optimism you had as a child? The belief that magic was real and the world was full of endless possibilities? As children, many of us embraced this sense of wonder naturally, even when life wasn’t perfect. I, too, felt that optimism despite a difficult home life, believing that somehow, everything would work out.

But as the hardships piled up—whether from personal trauma, societal issues, or systemic oppression—that optimism started to slip away. By the time I reached high school, my once-bright outlook felt unrealistic, even naïve. My hope dwindled, and pessimism crept in, convincing me that the world was too broken for optimism. Sound familiar?

The good news is, even after trauma, we can reignite that childhood optimism. We can restore hope and drive, not by pretending the world is perfect, but by learning how to balance reality with optimism. Drawing from authors like Martin Seligman, bell hooks, and Audre Lorde, here’s how you can begin this journey.

Losing Optimism: A Common Experience

As children, many of us are optimistic because we’re encouraged to believe that we can be anything and do anything. That natural optimism can carry us through even tough moments. But as life throws more challenges at us—whether personal hardships, loss, or systemic oppression—our optimism starts to fade. For me, it felt like my childhood hope shattered by the end of my junior year in high school.

Psychologist Martin Seligman offers a helpful framework here. He talks about learned optimism versus learned helplessness. When faced with repeated setbacks, we can start to believe that nothing will ever change, leading us to give up. But with some effort, we can relearn optimism, even after trauma. The key is reframing how we see our struggles.

Strategy 1: Reframe Past Difficulties as Lessons

It’s hard to stay optimistic when life keeps knocking you down. But instead of seeing trauma as something that breaks you, what if you saw it as something that taught you how strong you really are? This is where post-traumatic growth comes in—the idea that you can not only heal from trauma but grow because of it.

One author who’s deeply influenced my thinking on this is bell hooks. In her book Teaching Community, she talks about critical hope—the idea that hope can be a radical act in the face of oppression. Critical hope acknowledges that life is hard and systemic injustice is real, but it also insists that we can still hope and work for change. We don’t have to pretend everything’s fine. We just need to believe that better is possible.

  • Example: Let’s say you’ve had to leave a toxic relationship. Instead of letting that experience fill you with bitterness, you could choose to reflect on what it taught you—maybe about boundaries, self-worth, or the kind of love you truly deserve. Yes, it was painful, but it didn’t destroy you. In fact, it made you wiser. That’s the power of reframing.

Strategy 2: Cultivate Critical Hope

Now that we’ve touched on bell hooks’ idea of critical hope, let’s dig a little deeper. When the world feels overwhelming—whether due to personal struggles or systemic issues—optimism can seem impossible. But critical hope asks us to stay grounded in reality while still believing in our ability to make positive changes.

Audre Lorde, another brilliant thinker, adds to this idea. In her essay “The Master’s Tools Will Never Dismantle the Master’s House,” she emphasizes that real healing and change can’t happen within systems designed to oppress us. This means that while our personal optimism is important, we also need to recognize the collective power of community care. We can’t do it alone.

  • Example: You’re facing systemic racism in your workplace. Critical hope says you don’t have to pretend that racism doesn’t exist. Instead, you acknowledge it and then focus on what actions you can take. Maybe you join a supportive community that’s advocating for change, or you mentor others who face the same struggles. Your optimism isn’t blind; it’s driven by the belief that together, you can create a better environment.

Strategy 3: Reconnect with Your Inner Child

We were our truest selves in childhood. If you were naturally optimistic then, that optimism is still inside you—it’s just been buried by life’s hardships. One way to reignite your optimism is by reconnecting with your inner child, the part of you that still believes in possibility.

This doesn’t mean you have to start acting like a kid again (unless you want to!), but it does mean finding joy in the things you loved as a child. What made you feel alive back then? For me, it was music and creativity. Singing, writing, drawing—those were my outlets. Reconnecting with those passions, even in small ways, has helped me reclaim some of that lost optimism.

  • Example: Maybe as a kid, you loved being outside, climbing trees, or exploring nature. What’s stopping you from going for a walk in the park today? Revisit the activities that brought you joy as a child and see how they make you feel now. It’s a simple way to tap into that sense of wonder.

Strategy 4: Practice Learned Optimism

Martin Seligman’s concept of learned optimism teaches us that our outlook isn’t set in stone. By changing the way we interpret life’s events, we can shift from pessimism to optimism. The key is how we explain setbacks to ourselves. Optimists tend to see problems as temporary and specific, while pessimists view them as permanent and all-encompassing.

  • Tip: Practice cognitive reframing. When something goes wrong, pay attention to how you’re explaining it to yourself. Are you saying, “This always happens to me,” or “I’ll never succeed”? Challenge those thoughts. Instead, remind yourself that setbacks are temporary and don’t define your future.
  • Example: You applied for your dream job but didn’t get it. Instead of spiraling into self-doubt, practice learned optimism: “This job wasn’t the right fit for me right now, but I’ll keep working and applying. My effort will pay off in another opportunity.” It’s not about ignoring the setback but about framing it in a way that keeps you moving forward.

Strategy 5: Build Community Care and Collective Strength

One of the most powerful lessons from bell hooks and Audre Lorde is the importance of community. Healing and optimism don’t have to be solo efforts. In fact, they’re often stronger when shared. When you connect with others who’ve faced similar struggles, you create a space for collective healing.

  • Example: If you’ve been through trauma, whether personal or systemic, find communities where you can share your experiences and learn from others. This might be a support group, an online community, or even a group of friends who “get it.” Collective care can lift you when your individual optimism wavers, reminding you that you’re not alone in this journey.

Conclusion: Optimism Is an Act of Resistance

Reigniting childhood optimism isn’t about ignoring life’s challenges. It’s about recognizing the strength that comes from facing those challenges and still choosing to believe in better. Whether it’s reframing past difficulties, practicing learned optimism, reconnecting with your inner child, or finding strength in community, each strategy helps you reclaim hope.

Optimism, especially in the face of trauma and systemic oppression, is a radical act. It’s a reminder that despite everything, there is always room for growth, joy, and possibility. So, take small steps today—whether it’s finding joy in a childhood activity or reframing a setback. You deserve to feel the same sense of unshakable hope you once had as a child. And with time, you can.

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Healing from Childhood Trauma: What Forrest Gump Teaches Us About Self-Belief and Unlearning Toxic Patterns

Finding hope in unlikely places: Healing from trauma is a journey, and every step forward matters.

Do you love Forrest Gump? Many of us connect deeply with the characters in that movie, especially when it comes to healing from trauma. Or maybe you’ve felt the weight of childhood trauma in your own life—experiencing anxiety, low self-esteem, or feeling disconnected from others. If that resonates with you, you’re not alone.

In Forrest Gump, Jenny’s character represents many people who’ve been shaped by childhood abuse. Unlike Forrest, who was raised to believe in himself no matter what, Jenny grew up in a toxic family system. Her father’s abuse became something her subconscious mind adapted to, even though she consciously knew it wasn’t right. This highlights one of the hardest parts of healing from childhood trauma: when abuse is normalized, it can take decades to fully unpack and understand.

Forrest vs. Jenny: A Contrast in Belief and Trauma

Forrest’s journey is marked by self-belief. Thanks to his mother, he grew up knowing he was just as good as anyone else. This belief carried him through life’s challenges—whether it was overcoming bullying, achieving success in sports, or building a career. Despite his intellectual disability, Forrest’s unwavering belief in himself allowed him to thrive.

Jenny’s story was much different. As a child, she endured abuse that shaped her self-image. Even though she wasn’t presumed to have any intellectual limitations like Forrest, the trauma she experienced took far longer to heal. Toxic family systems often do this: they convince you that abuse is normal, and the subconscious mind (or “lizard brain”) adapts to the chaos, even when the conscious mind knows better. As a result, Jenny spent much of her life struggling with self-destructive behavior, trying to escape feelings of worthlessness planted in childhood.

The Subconscious Mind: How Trauma Shapes Us

One of the most difficult aspects of childhood trauma is that it rewires our subconscious minds, making unhealthy patterns feel normal. This is why so many survivors of abuse find themselves in toxic relationships later in life—they’re unconsciously drawn to what’s familiar, even if they know better intellectually.

It’s the classic struggle between the subconscious and conscious minds: you know abuse is wrong, but because it was normalized when you were young, your lizard brain can’t easily distinguish healthy relationships from unhealthy ones. This can lead to confusion, fear, and anxiety that lingers long into adulthood, and it often takes an adult mind to truly understand how these childhood experiences shaped you.

Toxic people—especially those in positions of authority, like parents—can plant fear and confusion that takes years to unravel. Children are particularly vulnerable because they’re often convinced that the abuse they’re experiencing is somehow their fault or just how the world works. And this early conditioning can make the healing process a long and complicated journey.

Common Symptoms of Trauma: Do You Recognize These?

If you’ve experienced childhood trauma, you might relate to these common symptoms:

1. Emotional Reactions

  • Shock or disbelief: Difficulty processing or accepting what happened.
  • Fear or anxiety: A sense of constant worry, hypervigilance, or panic attacks.
  • Anger or irritability: Intense frustration or feeling on edge.
  • Sadness or depression: Persistent feelings of grief, hopelessness, or isolation.
  • Guilt or shame: Survivors may feel responsible for the event or guilty for surviving.

2. Physical Symptoms

  • Fatigue or exhaustion: Persistent tiredness despite rest.
  • Aches and pains: Unexplained physical pain, such as headaches, muscle tension, or stomach issues.
  • Changes in sleep patterns: Difficulty falling asleep, nightmares, or insomnia.
  • Changes in appetite: Overeating or loss of appetite.

3. Cognitive Reactions

  • Confusion or difficulty concentrating: Trouble focusing or making decisions.
  • Intrusive thoughts or flashbacks: Reliving the traumatic event as if it were happening again.
  • Memory problems: Difficulty recalling parts of the trauma or details surrounding the event.

4. Behavioral Reactions

  • Avoidance: Steering clear of reminders, places, people, or activities associated with the trauma.
  • Withdrawal: Isolating from loved ones, social situations, or activities once enjoyed.
  • Risky behaviors: Increased substance use, reckless driving, or other harmful behaviors.
  • Hypervigilance: Constantly feeling “on edge” or scanning the environment for potential threats.

5. Relational Changes

  • Difficulties in relationships: Strain in personal connections, feeling disconnected or misunderstood by others.
  • Trust issues: Difficulty trusting people, even those close to you.

6. Spiritual or Existential Changes

  • Loss of faith: Questioning or losing belief in a higher power or life’s meaning.
  • Sense of isolation: Feeling detached from others or the world around you.

Do these sound familiar? Trauma often goes unrecognized for years, especially when it was normalized in childhood. Like Jenny, many people don’t begin to fully process the impact of their experiences until much later in life. But recognizing the signs of trauma is the first step toward healing.

Practical Tips for Healing

While professional intervention is often helpful, there are several things you can do to start your healing journey on your own. Here are some practical, self-guided steps to help you unlearn toxic patterns and nurture your emotional well-being:

  1. Practice Self-Compassion
    Healing begins with self-compassion. Acknowledge that what you experienced wasn’t your fault, and be gentle with yourself as you navigate the healing process. Challenge negative self-talk and replace it with words of kindness. A simple practice is to speak to yourself the way you would comfort a close friend going through the same struggles.
  2. Start Journaling
    Writing down your thoughts and feelings is a powerful way to process trauma. When you put your experiences on paper, it can help you make sense of emotions that feel overwhelming. Journaling can also help you track your progress, recognize patterns, and release suppressed emotions.
  3. Set Healthy Boundaries
    One of the most important steps in healing from toxic family systems is learning how to set boundaries. This includes distancing yourself from people who may trigger your trauma or perpetuate unhealthy patterns. Be clear with yourself and others about what you need to feel safe and supported.
  4. Engage in Mindfulness and Meditation
    Trauma often leaves you feeling disconnected from your body and the present moment. Mindfulness and meditation practices can help you reconnect. Try simple breathing exercises, guided meditations, or yoga to reduce anxiety and bring yourself back to the present.
  5. Educate Yourself About Trauma
    Understanding how trauma works can empower you to heal. Read books, listen to podcasts, or watch educational videos that delve into the nature of trauma and its effects on the brain. By understanding the root causes of your feelings and behaviors, you can begin to dismantle toxic patterns more effectively.
  6. Foster Supportive Relationships
    Seek out friends or community groups where you feel safe, heard, and supported. Healing doesn’t have to be a solo journey—finding people who can uplift you during tough times can make a huge difference.
  7. Create a Routine for Self-Care
    Trauma can often disrupt our sense of stability. Create a routine that includes self-care activities you enjoy, whether it’s taking a bath, going for a walk, or spending time with loved ones. Having a consistent routine can ground you and give you a sense of control over your environment.
  8. Challenge Negative Beliefs
    Over time, trauma can shape your beliefs about yourself and the world. Challenge these negative beliefs by replacing them with affirmations and positive truths. For example, if you struggle with feeling unworthy, remind yourself daily that you deserve love, peace, and happiness.

These steps can help you start the journey of healing on your own, but if you find that your trauma feels too overwhelming to handle alone, it’s okay to seek professional support. Therapy or counseling may become necessary, but it’s always your choice and at your own pace.

Healing: Self-Compassion and Unlearning Toxic Patterns

Healing from trauma requires self-compassion and the courage to unlearn toxic patterns that were ingrained in childhood. It’s not easy, and it takes time—but it’s possible. One of the most important things to understand is that healing doesn’t happen overnight. Just like Jenny’s journey, it can take years to undo the damage caused by toxic family systems.

This is where self-compassion comes in. Healing means giving yourself the grace to process those emotions, the patience to unlearn what no longer serves you, and the belief that you are not defined by your past. You are worthy of healing and happiness—no matter how long it takes to get there.

Belief in Yourself: Learning from Forrest’s Lesson

One of the greatest lessons from Forrest Gump is the power of belief. Forrest’s success was rooted in his mother’s teachings: he was no less capable than anyone else. This unwavering belief carried him through life’s challenges and opened doors for him that others thought impossible.

Healing from trauma means relearning how to believe in yourself. It means understanding that even if your past is filled with pain or confusion, your future doesn’t have to be. Trauma often clouds our sense of self-worth, but just like Forrest, you have the power to build a life full of meaning, love, and success—no matter what your starting point was.

Moving Forward: Reclaiming Your Story

If Forrest Gump teaches us anything, it’s that healing is possible. Whether you identify more with Forrest’s belief in himself or Jenny’s longer, harder journey to self-acceptance, know this: you have the power to reclaim your story.

You are not defined by your trauma. You are defined by your resilience and your courage to heal. Every step forward, no matter how small, is a victory. Be patient with yourself. The healing journey may be long, but the peace, self-love, and happiness you’re working toward are worth every step.

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Navigating the Weight of Painful Memories in Everyday Life

Overwhelmed by the weight of painful memories, even the simplest moments can feel insurmountable.

Have you ever felt like even the simplest of tasks—answering a phone call, stepping outside, or checking an email—carries an unbearable emotional weight? As if the world around you is a labyrinth of reminders, each one stirring painful memories you’d rather forget?

When day-to-day life feels like a minefield of negative associations, it’s no wonder the instinct is to retreat—to stay in bed, lost in distractions, or avoid the world altogether. It’s not laziness or weakness; it’s a survival mechanism, your mind and body’s way of shielding you from further harm. But over time, this avoidance creates its own pain, leaving you feeling trapped in sadness, fear, and disconnection.

This article delves into the heart of these experiences, exploring the psychological and emotional mechanisms that make it so hard to escape the grip of painful memories. Drawing on trauma-informed perspectives and socially conscious thinkers like bell hooks, we’ll examine why life feels so heavy and offer practical strategies for rediscovering connection, joy, and hope—even in the face of deep pain.

The Phenomenon: How Painful Memories Shape the Present

When routine tasks trigger distressing memories, the effect is often linked to the brain’s survival mechanisms. Trauma studies, such as those by Bessel van der Kolk in The Body Keeps the Score, explain how the brain encodes painful experiences in a way that keeps them emotionally and physically alive long after the events themselves. The amygdala, the brain’s alarm center, may perceive ordinary activities as threats if they remind us of past harm.

Additionally, bell hooks in All About Love discusses how societal and relational dynamics exacerbate personal pain. When our pain stems from systemic or relational harm—such as racism, sexism, or interpersonal betrayal—ordinary activities can feel like minefields of reminders, further alienating us from ourselves and the world.

Why Positive Experiences Sometimes Hurt

Engaging with activities you usually enjoy, only to feel sadness or dread, might reflect anticipatory grief or fear of “tainting” positive associations. This aligns with the concept of complex trauma, where an accumulation of distressing events leads to a heightened sensitivity to emotional pain. You may worry that any new joy will be fleeting or similarly marred by future pain.

bell hooks often emphasizes the interconnectedness of individual healing and societal contexts. In Sisters of the Yam, she discusses how systemic oppressions compound personal trauma, making it harder to reclaim joy without addressing the broader forces at play.

Disconnecting from Painful Memories: What the Literature Suggests

  1. Acknowledge the Pain without Judgment
    Many trauma-informed therapists, such as Peter Levine (Waking the Tiger), emphasize the importance of sitting with your pain without trying to suppress or “fix” it immediately. Naming and observing your feelings can reduce their intensity over time.
    • Example: Imagine you’re triggered by seeing an email in your inbox. Instead of avoiding it or criticizing yourself for feeling upset, you might say aloud, “I feel anxious because this reminds me of the time I received bad news over email. It’s okay to feel this way.” Then take a deep breath and consciously remind yourself that this is a different moment, not the past event.
  2. Build New Associations
    One strategy is to intentionally create new, positive associations with triggering activities. For instance, pairing a difficult task like checking emails with a reward (e.g., listening to calming music or treating yourself afterward) can help rewire your emotional response.
    • Example: If stepping outside reminds you of past difficult experiences, consider taking a small step to reclaim the activity. Start by associating going outside with something comforting: bring a hot beverage in a favorite mug or listen to a calming podcast as you walk. Over time, these added positive layers can make the act less intimidating and more approachable.
  3. Practice Embodiment
    Physical grounding techniques, such as deep breathing, yoga, or mindful walking, can help interrupt the cycle of memory-triggered stress. According to van der Kolk, reconnecting with the body is essential in healing trauma.
    • Example: If you find yourself feeling panicked while checking emails, pause and do a grounding exercise. Plant your feet firmly on the floor, take a slow, deep breath, and notice five things you can see, four things you can feel, three things you can hear, two things you can smell, and one thing you can taste. This simple exercise can help reduce the emotional charge of the moment.
  4. Engage in Radical Self-Compassion
    Drawing from hooks and thinkers like Kristin Neff (Self-Compassion), radical self-compassion involves acknowledging that your pain is valid and that caring for yourself in the midst of it is a revolutionary act.
    • If you feel guilty for staying in bed all day, instead of criticizing yourself, imagine what you would say to a friend in your position. You might say, “It’s okay to rest when you’re overwhelmed. You’re doing the best you can.” Then, think of one small, manageable act of care you can offer yourself, like getting a glass of water or lighting a candle, to gently re-engage with the day.
  5. Seek Community and Connection
    hooks reminds us that healing is not a solitary act. Finding safe and understanding people to share your journey with can help dissipate the isolation that trauma fosters. Mutual aid and community spaces can also help situate your healing within a broader collective effort.
    • Example: If answering the phone reminds you of painful conversations, consider reaching out to a supportive friend or family member and explaining how you’re feeling. You could say, “I’m struggling to connect, but I want to try. Can we start with a quick chat?” Alternatively, joining a community group based on a hobby you enjoy, like a book club or walking group, can create positive associations with social interactions in a lower-pressure setting.

Cultivating Hope: A Path Forward

Although it might feel overwhelming, it’s important to remember that healing is not linear. By acknowledging your pain and taking small, intentional steps toward rebuilding your relationship with life, you can begin to reclaim a sense of agency and joy.

Bell hooks reminds us in All About Love that love, whether for yourself, others, or life itself, is the foundation of all healing. Approaching your journey with love and curiosity, rather than judgment, can help you engage with life once more, free from the chains of the past.

By intertwining insights from trauma studies and socially conscious voices, we can see that healing is as much about personal transformation as it is about challenging the systems and relationships that perpetuate harm. Reconnecting with life is not just about feeling better—it’s a step toward reclaiming your power in the world.

Closing Reflection:
What would it look like to approach your pain with curiosity instead of fear? By engaging gently with this question, you might find that life still holds moments of beauty and possibility, waiting patiently for you to rediscover them.